Dead

Tonight while i wait for my eye close, suddenly i thinking of Dead, what the most people afraid of, we all will die one day only we doesn't know where and went we will die, now i thinking if i die tonight will i be remembered as a good guy? Or maybe as a good friends. Will all my family accept my leave or they just ignore it, i rather to fast die than slow die because many people say slow dead is torture because your body is empty but u still cannot die, it like u stuck at one place u cannot move forward or backward. I hope if i die tonight people will remember me as a good and nice person, good friends, good ex boyfriend, good little brother, good son, good enemy, good listener, good idol, last good human being. God please forgive all my sin